For the past 5 years I was used to being the way I was, When I started feeling happy, I didn't feel myself. Little did I know my body was adjusting to the new way I was feeling. My body was not used to feeling happy and when I actually felt it , I felt not myself.
After a few weeks of processing this, I can't explain to you how awesome it feels to be happy again. People might think everyone feels happy, but I was in a dark cloud for 5 years and I love being the way I am now. Though it was not easy, It took many years to get to this point.
People who suffer from depression I want you to have hope, that you will get better, You will have happiness, It takes time and at the beginning you will feel strange but it will get better.
Be Strong,Stay Strong <3